just got back my physics quiz results or rather test.
i passed!! yay! DC CIRCUITS still suck though. hahah ....
okies,my baby just left his house to hit some balls....i miss hitting balls! =(
baby,play wit me one day okies? x)
hahaha,okies,i am getting lame..this is bad..oh no! byeeeeeee peepssss. gonna studyyY! x)))))))
(tiara here btw!)

just had my programming test. hahahs... definitely am gonna score once more even though i forgot to study about it. hahahas...

yes i know, the picture's kinda outta shape and all. do bear wit it. do help if you know how to rectify this problem!! argh!! and yes, it's the photo from the dinner and dance. the only one. :)

nothing special today. met raymond from the D & D while i was at the SAC today. :)

D&D....
i was clad in sort of an all black outfit. black springfields long sleeves shirt, black trousers, an LV belt, and a pair of Wizard of Oz's leathers. :) thought i looked hilarious in black. when i arrived, it was as though i've stepped into the wrong place. oh yea, the place where the Dinner & Dance was held, the Grand Copthorne hotel's ballroom. lavish i'd say. but i hardly knew anyone there. only a handful i suppose, if you were to actually count. but who cares anyways. met some people from the GYL cruise trip and also a couple of lecturers who were and are still my lecturers. at least, for this term till school ends. anyways, the place was filled mostly with the sophomores and seniors. i bet that a couple of freshies like me felt alienated. but fitting in wansn't a problem. haha.. making friends weren't that difficult either. i was seated at table 10. who were with me at that table? lets see... Kelvin, Liping, Cherie, Lynn, Ivy, Raymond and his fiancee, Christine, and also two other chinese gus whose name i cannot remember. pardon me if you may, i don't really have the knack to remember ching-chong names. :) though i am one, three quarts, i must add. one quart malay, from my mum's peranakan's heritage. but nonetheless, the D & D commenced. the MC came up with his lame antics and everyone almost died, literally. at least for me and my friends over at table 3. yea, the guys from the GYL cruise. they were a rowdy bunch, but fun. with them cheering and jeering, which D & D could ever be complete without them?! haha... then came the lucky draw. our table can be considered the luckiest. almost everyone of us got a lot drawn for us! i won a useless cd rack, needless to say. so.. outta ten peeps, five of us got a prize. haa.. lady luck? anyways, the food was relatively normal. something you'd expect at a chinese dinner. but service was excellent. everthing was served to us personally by a waiter. i mean, a waiter/waitress each to a table is excellent service isn't it? |josh: is shangri like that too?| had perfomances by the wushu and social dance club. good performance, bravo! bravo! oh, before all those happened, Dr Chong gave a long speech. and when i say LONG, believe me, it's really was LLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. get the idea? but anyways, the food were served, the performance ended. then came the picking of MR and MS EEE. hilarious. we had an encore of She Bangs by this senior. haha.. it really resembled the true STAR. we were all laughing hard trying not to fall off the seats. guess what, he won! that wasn't surprising was it? |a question just flashed past my mind, and i suddenly recalled. why do girls who already are attached, still feast their little eyes at other guys?| i don't know that answer, but i know it happened. perhaps it's human nature i suppose. anways, there weren't really much mentioning except that it was my first attending such a function. one word though it was a lil fun. "Predictable". and what i thought so, came to pass too. the girls from BA will attend our D & D. evidence: 'Live' on stage. anyway, had the meal and the laughs. so i took a cab home. :) told ya it was "Predictable".

our 9th month was spent together! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so happy... hahaa
anyways,my dearest baby is in cg now....x( i miss him real bad...sigh..anyways, darling i hoped you enjoyed just now...and please remember the plan yea?! hahaha x)

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P.s. baby, go to blogger. enter into the account, and click edit yea? :)

i wonder if a rainbow will appear in my room.
i wonder if i can make my room as colourful and lively as a rainbow.
yes yes,its time i get off my lazy ass and start decorating my room...hrmmm....baby,HELP ME!

its one day to our 9 mth
2 mths till we turn 1 together
*ohhh,cant wait for the special days to come.

got this off an e-mail sent to me. really a long entree(broken english included), but do read. be touched. and treasure whoever that's in your arms now. also, always pursue what your heart desires. else, you'll live in endless regrets. God bless ya'll.

Tree
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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my
watercolors painting.
I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.
There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.
She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding
charm.
She is just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her.
Like her innocent, like her frankness.
Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.
Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a
good match for me.
I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish.
I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up
everything just for her.
The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.
She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us.
She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off.
The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut.
I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the
whole day.
When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom.
She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something.
I watch her cry for an hour or so.
My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.
There was once when both of them quarreled.
I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel.
But I still sided with my girlfriend.
I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked.
I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.
When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.
After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her.
She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too.
I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together.
I know whose the guy.
He has been going after her for quite a while.
A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting.
His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.
I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.
When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it.
It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest.
I couldn't breath.
Wanted to shout but can't.
Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry.
How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence
too.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hp.
It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry.
I haven't read it since then.
It says
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.
Why?
Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it
takes a lot of courage.
During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy.
Not BGR kind but as buddy kind.
But when he had his 1st girlfriend,
I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy.
The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon.
It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
Sourness to the extreme limit.
They were only together for 2 mths.
When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.
But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
I like him & I know he like me.
But why won't he pursue me?
Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move?
Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.
Time after time, my heart was hurt.
I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.
If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well.
It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.
Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
I can know his likes, his habits.
But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?
Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, love him.
Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms.
I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
Because of this, I waited for him.
The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up.
Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me.
Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.
From outright rejection to a point in time
when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.
He's like a warm & gentle wind,
trying to blow a leaf away from the tree.
In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my
heart.
I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land.
Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.."

Wind
======
Because I like a gal called leaf.
Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind.
A wind that will blow her away.
When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school.
I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer.
During ECA time, she will always be sitting there.
Be it alone or with her friends looking at him.
When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes.
When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit.
Just like she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear.
I felt something amissed.
I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness.
The senior was also not there as well.
I went to their classroom,
hid outside and saw my senior scolding her.
Tears were in her eyes while he left.
The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him.
I walked over and smiled to her.
Took out a note & gave to her.
She was surprised.
She looked at me, smiled & accept the note.
The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.
Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy.
It because leaf never want to leave tree
I replied her note with this statement
and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls.
I know that the person she loves is not me.
But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.
Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times.
Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
But I never give up.
If I decide I want her to be mine,
I will definitely use all means to win her over.
I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her.
Although I know she will try to divert
but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend.
I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone.
I asked "what are you doing?
How come you didn't want to reply?"
She said, "I'm nodding my head".
"Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears.
"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
I hang up the phone, quickly changed and
took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell.
During the moment when she opens the door.
I hugged her tightly.
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay..."

hahas.... quoting from josh's blog, "So amazing it's ironic." haaa i've my own version. amazement never comes without irony. i'm sorta still stuck with the 'WHAT IFs' mentality. how can i break that? everytime i think about it, my mind starts rattling and shooting all the questions and negative thoughts. i want it to cease, right this moment! what if you left? what if i had done something that day? what if? what if? what if? shut it, i don't wanna hear. it disgusts me utterly to even recall or think bout it. it's like this goo stuck on the wall that only after a long period of time will it get washed off. unless you paint it over with a new spread. but doubt it'll ever happen. forgiveness... an even worse irony. i forgive you, but i'm angry still. like WT-! how can i forget? it's hard. whoever can understand that curl of pain? unless you've been through my feelings. like a mistake that can never be erased. to forget might be impossible.. to forgive... yes i already have. i just need you to prove to me that it will never happen again.

sometimes i feel i ain't good enough for you. i know we've talked this over, but it just keeps coming back. assure me please, i don't know how to stop this endless loop of insecurity and that circle of hurt. someone, please, help me.

the picture uploaded is a letter i wrote while i was really drunk sometime ago. somehow i managed to write it with my right hand. and for you guys who don't know me, i'm a leftie. amazing isn't it? yea... worse still, i had no recollection of whatsoever happened after me and ****** downed one whole bottle of London Dry Gin, neat. but that was after we had some other hard liquers. it was an unforgettable night, in the wrong sense of course. and ever since, i abstained from alcohol. it's somehow hilarious and yet freaky the whole night. lots to write about. now i dislike drinking as much as i loathe smoking. so yea... it's good in a sense. God doesn't waste anyone's foolishness. :) anyways, all these happened, while i was involved in a filming project. the project itself had a few 'mysterious' happenings which i won't mention. :)

the past few days were horrible but enlightening. the quarrels, and the heart-to-heart talks made me feel a better man now. i seriously hope i won't ever have to think about your past anymore. i lift it all up to God. amen.

x)

hahaaaaaa.im back.
my baby is in cellgroup.oh no,im really bored now..ahh well,guess i better do some serious studying now mans.less than 7 mths to my N's.siggggggggggh!~

weeeee.im bored. gonna put some knowledge into my little dying brain.
baby,can you like hurry call me or something? dying of boredom here?

Hahas... today.... i loved every single bit of today. a sakae dinner accompanied by my gurl, at the formerly known WTC Singapore. everything's swell. except that the atmosphere wasn't as quite as it should be. aunt jude, my siblings and mum were there. but well, i sat alone with my baby. we talked about things we've never shared before. i really can't stop ranting on about how we met and everything. if i could find the colour to describe the way i felt, there wouldn't be any colour. not because it was nothing, but because it was inexplicable. seriously, i've never felt so deep for someone before. i care really, so much. so so much. she's the sweetest gurl i've ever met, and also the prettiest one. it really was glory and praises to God that He let us meet one another. we'll be placing Jesus in the centre of our relationship and we're really gonna grow stronger in every aspect of our relationshp! i can't wait, i can't. for the day to happen. but before anything, God will put us through trials that'll test our relationship and faith in one another and trust in Him. i hope we'll never leave, Never. you're just too good to be true, all i want to do, is look into your eyes and tell you softly, I Love You.

I Love You

bought myself an organiser. hope it helps me get organized somehow. hahas... i miss my baby. she fell asleep while waiting for my call. i'm so sorry darling... should've taken a quicker shower. :) call me when you wake up yea? *kisses*

school break is here. but, somehow it doesnt feel that way. x(
anyways, Youth Amazing Race by Chc is on tmr.i am not looking forward to it. i have no idea why.
it isnt gonna be a religious thing,so those who are interested please tag ya? oh..its only for secondary school.
and on wednesday it will be for jcs and ites.
GIrls! whoever wannts to go out! call me ya! x)

bahhhh,john ji is in school.im bored.gonna go for tuition later.meeting val for dinner first! weeeee..
im bored.

Being raised up as a leader is no joke boy.
God is indeed using me in a good way.

we saw a rainbow yesterday together. it was really kinda romantic and the only thing that was missing is the beach.it would really have been very sweet if we were at the beach together.

Rainbows only come out when the rain has gone and the sun starts to shine
our quarrels are like the rain.
when we have already talked it out,the sun comes out
Our love for each other is like the rainbow.
It is really beautiful.
Babyboy of mine, *i love you.
-tIaRa x)

it's official. i'll have to work for my own allowance. complaining? nahs.. i'll solve my own problems. so i'm currently looking for a job. here it is, boy,18. sourcing for a job. hmmm... i wonder where i'll end up this time. but no more F&C* for me.
*=in order to protect the company fake names have been used.

i hope i can find a job somewhere in town. =P it should be fun and the pay should be kinda alright. hope all goes well.

have decided to stay awake for the real and bayern match. i wonder HOW. i'll probably fall asleep on my bed waiting for the match to start, or just fall asleep on the table.
darn, my thigh is hurting now for no apparent reason. well well, there's nothing a good run won't solve. ;) sighs... i miss those days.. those days of soccer and high school. where everything's cosy and all... but i guess people grow up and out of their comfort zones. though life is much better now, the friends are great and life is more than interesting. i miss God and Jesus. their presence. i need them. Holy Spirit please come back to me... cleanse me oh Lord.. I'm serving this sunday, TM, ten in the morning. hope i'll get to eat breakfast with YOU before i go for my duty. yeah, and attire's smart casual. wonder what i'm gonna wear. faded jeans and my surf shirt. i want to get a tan too! haaa but i wonder when that will ever happen. hmm... and the gym! all my plans and resolutions, where are they now? in the drain now i guess. i wanna be at least 1.7m tall and increase my body mass till 65 kg, by the end of this year. yes yes, i want a killer body, abs and all! i WILL do it. i MUST. don't laugh yea? i'll prove it to you. i ain't gonna let anyone push me around or take me as a small kid. it's time to grow up, they say. yea, and this is how i'll grow. STRONGER than any of you, who looked down on me. No, i'm not blaming nor pointing my finger on anyone else.
Well you see, my mind is somewhat... you might say, complicated. i've got so many things to do, so many thoughts, so many dreams and so many visions. things to do, that needs planning. thoughts, that needs to be penned down. dreams that needs to be fulfilled, visions that need understanding and meditation upon. so much to do, but yet so little time. 'O ye of such little faith?' saith the Lord. i have faith! i want to have faith enough to move mountains and calm storms! i want and desire to be someone great in the kingdom of God! but i'm just an ordinary person. surely ordinary in every way. God please use me! Father, i want to know you more. Please give me the strength to keep to what i promise and what i say! i do not want to be like the Pharisees who on the outside, show holiness, but yet have evil thoughts. 'What a man eateth doth not defile himself, but what a man saith, defileth himself'. Got this verse somewhere in matthew. read matthew 15:11. got a revalation. why do people dislike you? why? have you ever thought about what and how you speak or talk? whatever you speak of and about, will let people know how far and intellectual you stand. will you be a gossiper? will you be a murmurer? or will you be full of humility? this i leave for you to ponder upon. i kinda know the whole entry is sketchy and the points are all a mess. but i'm actually penning it out right now as it comes to mind. hope ya'll will understand, yes?
Oh! and i got my GNC membership card today too. haaa more supplements in time to come! yippie!

Passion of the Christ... think it's gonna be good! Anyone wanna catch it with me? it'll be out prolly on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd of april. No, it's not an april fools' joke. i'm way past that kinda stuff. so if anyone's interested, feel free to call me! i'll watch it with ya!

anyways, had my 2nd last paper today. math was kinda alright. hope i make it this time ;) anyways... yea. went out to town wit darls today. enjoyed every single bit of my time spent with her. thanks baby...

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That feeling... of letting someone down. It's bad isn't it?

"We are not called to be famous; we are called to be faithful."
- Mother Teresa -

nice post there butteyfluey~~ :)))) anyways, it's morning now. i'm revising for my 2nd paper. structured programming. sounds bad ehs? yea, wait till you see what we do. it's rubbish. writing pseudocodes and all that stuff. ugh! it's .... irritating? so i guess it's back to studying again then... math tomorrow. math! engineering math! like wt-! like additional math back in high school wasn't enough. :( ah wells, gotta go now. blog laters. ciao peeps

How Does Faith Come?


Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your son lives.”
So the man believed the word that Jesus spoke to
him, and he went his way.
John 4:50


Only the word of God can arouse faith in a
person. Romans 10:17 says, “So then faith comes
by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” This
is why faith was stirred up in the man with the
dying son. Jesus’ words reached him precisely in
the situation he was in. He was desperate. He
refused to give up. He refused to be intimidated
by Jesus’ reproval. As he continued to plead with
Jesus, Jesus gave the releasing word, “Go your
way; your son lives.” That was all he needed. He
now had a Word from Jesus on which to stand.
Already on the way home, he received news that
the Word had been fulfilled and that his son was
well again.

What was the key? The key was the specific word
that Jesus spoke to him. The Bible is full of
God’s Word, His logos. But the Holy Spirit brings
forth specific words that you need. This becomes
your rhema. Both logos and rhema mean “word” in
the Greek language; however, rhema is the word
spoken specifically to you. It comes after you
have prayed and sought the Lord. It comes as an
assurance in your inner man. Faith of the heart
grows, no matter what the circumstances look
like, and power is provided to fulfill the word.

It was Jesus’ word that restored hope to this
father. It was the Word that enabled the father
to obey and return home. It was the Word that
healed his son. He sent His word and healed them!


- Ulf Ekman

this was taken off an e-mail sent to me. really an intriguing and humorous mail. a question to ask you now, are you an atheist? if you are, read on. and even if you aren't, read it. FAITH to God. Keep the FAITH. x)))) smiles peeps... anwyays, MSTs are starting tomorrow. all the best to my fellow mates and people whom i know, and do not in SP. :) God bless and good luck. :)))
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An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem
science has with God, The Almighty.

He asks one of his new Muslim students to stand and.....

Professor: You are a Muslim, aren't you, son?

Student : Yes, sir.

Prof: So you believe in God?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?

Student : Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?

Student : Yes.

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't.
How is this God good then? Hmm?

(Student is silent.)

Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God
good?

Student :Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?

Student : No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?

Student : From...God...

Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student : Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?

(Student does not answer.)

Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things exist in the world, don't they?

Student :Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?

(Student has no answer.)

Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the
world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?

Student : No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?

Student : No , sir.

Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student : Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says
your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Prof: Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Prof: Yes.

Student : No sir. There isn't.

(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega
heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything
called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we
can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is
only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure
cold.Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir,! just the
absence of it.

(There is pin-drop silence in the lect ure theatre.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as
darkness?

Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light....But
if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness,
isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make
darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?

Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality.
You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God.
You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can
measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and
magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.. To
view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death
cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life:
just the absence of it.

Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a
monkey?

Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of
course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument is going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class is in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's
brain?

(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain,
felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable
protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face
unfathomable.)

Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.

Student : That is it sir.. The link between man & god is FAITH.
That is all that keeps things moving & alive

mixed emotions empowering me.
i feel sick.

i'm addicted to you. uh huh.
tmr......wee,looking forward to it .
baby is currently having cellgroup now,therefore i am officialy bored.
shall study in like 30 mins when he is having cellgroup.
is it gonna rain or is it just me?
singapore's weather is crap.gee,tiara has gone gong-gonG! weeeeeeee!
im out.

rescue me. i'm lying on the floor. suffocating from pressure. someone, save me.

s c a r l e t

If I was your love I would want only you.
I'd lay at this altar, give all i am,
all that is true.
This old scarlet letter won't keep me from holding you.
And there is nothing you can do.
Nothing you do.
For love i have scaled the face of these kingdom walls.
So let down your hair,
let our kiss make fools of them all.
And this old scarlet letter won't keep me from holding you.
There is nothing you can do.
Nothing you do.

Love is all there is.